everyone finds god

 it has always been nice to see how everyone finds god at the most opportune moment..in jail, introuble, or when in need of help.. but once they are out of the situation the loose god again..How can you loose someone who is everywhere!!!!Its funny in this marriage, seperation, and divorce my ex-husband had found god so many times when he is feels the need to smooth things over to get his way or get himself out of trouble..he was dying and wanted to be right with god when he wanted to talk to me...(something he said trying to get me to talk to him)...then he wanted to do right since he had tried to save a boy in a accident when at first he had only witnessed it...now he has found god and really wants to do right..as much as he finds god he should never be able to loose God.It's almost insane...maybe he thinks i am that gullible and easily persauded and maybe rightly so since i would go along with his b.s. for so long int the marriage just to avoid the argument. But what he doesn't know is that i'm not the same girl i've moved on and i'm happy..i know what its like to find because i've have gotten through so much and been at peace that it could only be on the account of one thing god.